OKay, so here's what's up. My car's in the shop and has been for two or three weeks. Just think of all the laundry that's piled up with being unable to go to where I do laundry? I have to come out to my dad and his family as poly and I don't know how. It's going to be a bitch. My spouse Curtis will be coming up just as soon as we can buy him a ticket because he won't even find out if he's going to get disability or is eligible or whatever until February. And, his mom was going to buy him a car if he'd wait to leave until then but ya know what?? She wouldn't put it in his name so if he took it, he'd so be screwed. His mom's a fucking bitch. I'm sorry but it's true. I really hope he manages to get up here because I feel like something's wrong between Sepiroth and me. I don't know what and my Queen keeps shutting me out every time I'm close to finding out what's up. But hey, not much I can do right? Witch I might be...but she is a mother.
I've decided to go to school again this fall with Curtis. We're going to enroll in a culinary school and my dad suddenly had this brilliant idea to buy a restaurant. Not that I really am interested in running a restaurant or have the brain for it. I just want to be able to cook better for my spice. Not that anyone really cares what I want sometimes. We're going to definitely get a three bedroom as soon as we can. I want a washer and dryer. But our first big thing we're going to save up for is another car. I sort of want a mini van or a station wagon or something. After all, I still want kids and all eventually. My wedding is at the end of April and it's going to be interesting to do all that since I'm so nervous and don't know anything about anything of course. I dream sometimes of the daughter that I will have one day. It's really interesting, I've seen this adorable baby girl in my mind and I'm carrying her in Pathways to buy some coloring books or something. I don't know but anyway, I named her Lilith. Isn't that like awesome? My firstborn is going to be named for my Queen.
This thanksgiving I might be doing the whole thing for my immediate family at my apartment since I don't think my spice would be welcome elsewhere. Things just feel like their spiraling out of control very quickly and it's also time for an aura cleansing and a purification ritual for me and my spice. I've stopped rping for the most part except with my spice of course. I don't see the need to go outside of my family anymore to get a good game. I actually managed to get my kitchen completely spotless. It of course never lasts but it's actually going to be easy to do the touch up cleaning if I remember to keep on it.
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